Had better days

At 40 years old, I an NOT where I'd thought I would be. Having to ask your parents for money is embarrassing at this age. I just wish I knew how to get to where I thought I would be. I feel like I take 1 step forward and then 5 steps back. UGHHH...

Thanks for listening.

Road to nowhere

Ok, so I have officially gone public. Sorta. See I started THIS blog as a way to deal with things in my life that are dragging me down. BUT I wasn't going to tell anyone in the family that this blog even existed. Not so I could use it as a stage to rag about them, just so I could have some privacy.

But since I have started a second blog that I did let them know about and they can access this one if they look hard enough. I might have to redirect my focus of this blog. Because there are some things I don't want to share with those closest to me. Does that make sense? I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling but I just want to have my one space, ya know?

We shall just see how thing progress.

Poker face

I'm still here... Still stressed... Dealing with what God has giving me the best I can.

I'm trying to stay positive and I know things will all work out in time.

Also, I think I have decided to change the focus of this blog. Not sure what to do with that. Suggestions?

Stressed

That's an understatement.

My apologies

Ok so I haven't blogged in a good week or so... I'm totally sorry. I'm not dead. I just haven't had much desire to do anything other than go to work and lay in bed watching LOST.

Here's the deal, I have always been a happy, up kinda person. But this year SUCKS... I turned 40 last December and literally I am emotionally drained. Not because of turning 40...

Oh well, I'm trying to get back into the swing of things.

Peace and blessings